Today is a day.
Just another day.
A day so ordinary it makes my insides ache for change.
Waking up today I realized I'm about half way down a road I didn't choose to walk down. And my thoughts, they've betrayed me. And writing isn't helping me untangle this big, messy ball of yarn that is my life.
I find myself a bit lost, yet again. Tumbling about in plasmatic limbo, white knuckled, eyes closed tight, not knowing where I'll land.
It sucks.
And all I know is that there is not enough White-Out in the world to cover up the mistakes I make daily. Hourly.
But today is a day.
Just like tomorrow will be.
And even though walking this path wasn't a choice, today I can choose to dig in my heels, swivel myself around, and propel myself in the other direction. I've chucked the map and am traveling on instinct.
And I can't believe I couldn't figure this out earlier.
But, today doesn't care. Today has not betrayed me.
*edit* Today is the day.
June 2018
8 years ago
